So, exams are officially over :)
Hey, you know, she's like, so happy with him. I'm not kidding. I read the texts. HEY. I'm only human. I know I promised not to but, I'm glad I did.
I knew they were dating like, a month ago. But after reading their texts, I finally realized how serious they were. I mean, I want a best friend like that. The problem is, the best friend I have now is sooooooo not my type. Both of them. While Mich.. Well, I like, asked her already.
Request Pending.
Sadness.
Yeah... So... I guess, I'm gonna give up on June. Cause. What's the point in having to chase after her when she's already caught by some other guy? They seem happy. They are happy together. So who am I to charge in and take that away? I'm disrupting them. What gives me the right?
So.
Apple.
or.
Lotus.
Lotus is just eye-candy. Yes, another new one. NO. I do not like her. I just think she's super-duper hot... and y'know... Eye-candy. ;)
But the thing is, it feels as if it's January all over again. As if the 9 months that came and go haven't even arrived yet. Apple brings back bad memories and honorable ones. It's amazing how one person... can you feel as if you're young again.
I know it sounds stupid.
And rather, immature. But like,
Come on. I'm 12. Not even 13 yet. Cut me some slack.
I need to be dramatic. If not, my life is over.
HAHA. I'm like, so lame. Hormones. Blame it on the hormones ;)
Anyway. That's it, I guess. Umm... Yeah. Haha.
I hate being single. Reading those texts... It reminded me TOO much of E-- Um... a girl I used to date. I miss her. If we're not together, I at least wanna be her friend. But I'm afraid. God. I miss her so much.
Too much.
Hey, you know, she's like, so happy with him. I'm not kidding. I read the texts. HEY. I'm only human. I know I promised not to but, I'm glad I did.
I knew they were dating like, a month ago. But after reading their texts, I finally realized how serious they were. I mean, I want a best friend like that. The problem is, the best friend I have now is sooooooo not my type. Both of them. While Mich.. Well, I like, asked her already.
Request Pending.
Sadness.
Yeah... So... I guess, I'm gonna give up on June. Cause. What's the point in having to chase after her when she's already caught by some other guy? They seem happy. They are happy together. So who am I to charge in and take that away? I'm disrupting them. What gives me the right?
So.
Apple.
or.
Lotus.
Lotus is just eye-candy. Yes, another new one. NO. I do not like her. I just think she's super-duper hot... and y'know... Eye-candy. ;)
But the thing is, it feels as if it's January all over again. As if the 9 months that came and go haven't even arrived yet. Apple brings back bad memories and honorable ones. It's amazing how one person... can you feel as if you're young again.
I know it sounds stupid.
And rather, immature. But like,
Come on. I'm 12. Not even 13 yet. Cut me some slack.
I need to be dramatic. If not, my life is over.
HAHA. I'm like, so lame. Hormones. Blame it on the hormones ;)
Anyway. That's it, I guess. Umm... Yeah. Haha.
I hate being single. Reading those texts... It reminded me TOO much of E-- Um... a girl I used to date. I miss her. If we're not together, I at least wanna be her friend. But I'm afraid. God. I miss her so much.
Too much.
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