Wednesday, October 19, 2011

So, What would make me happier?

A Game of Mafia 2 on my friend's Xbox 360?

Or like,

A fucking break.


... I think the Mafia thing.


I don't know. Nowadays things have been very fucked up for me. But then again, it wasn't as fucked up as last year.

Most Painful Year : 2010

Most Depressing Year : 2011


And they both win by a landslide! God. I wish I can just go back to being a kid. Back then, drama didnt even exist in my vocabulary. I remember either wanting to be a teacher or a horse-riding coach. Either one. I was happy. Satisfied. In Peace.

All of a sudden, time had to catch up.

And now I'm at a race with world's greatest enemy.


My Own Age.


If I stop, I'll just relive my years over and over again and even I don't want that to happen. But If I keep going, I'll be sucked into a world of drama and adulthood and I ain't ready for that!


I wanna stay young.

And stay young forever.


Okay fine, not really.

In my mind, it's better to live life fully then leave with satisfaction.


If you live forever then... what's the point in doing all the adventures? You know you won't die. You know you're not satisfied. You'll just roam the Earth all... sad.



Yeah. I'm weird like that. :\


But get this.


I'm like, so confident in my Exams. Though they're SHIT ASS hard. I'm like, positive that they'll be like... high scores and shit. HAHA. Positivity ;)

Besides', I've been studying! :D

I know. Dramatic Gasp.


OH well :)


Besides that, um, what else have been going on? Haha.

Can't really remember. :p


Nothing much, to be honest. Besides the usual confused feelings onto someone else (Will not mention names) I am fairly neutral.


Yeaaaah. That's basically it. HAHA :)



ONE. MORE. FUCKING. DAY. TILL. FREEDOM.





EXAMS. END ALREADY!



p/s tomorrow's Science. SHIT.


oh well. it's Art too. <3




-Kyle

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