You know,

I was thinking about it today.




Even though I totally squeal when I think about her or say her name or whatnot... I'm not technically jealous whenever I see him come into the picture. I mean, I know they're dating. That day when I found out. I wish I could delete that. But I can't.

Anyway.


Even with him in the picture, I don't feel profoundly jealous.



Honestly, I don't know what I feel towards her. Is it like... LIKE like or just mere adoration? As in, do I LIKE her or do I just look up to her as a role model?


I kinda crossed out that second opinion because COME ON. You don't imagine yourself WITH your role model, do you? You don't WANT her badly. Yeah. Cause I do.


Sigh. I do not know. Confusionnnnn.



Yeaah. But besides that, my life has been pretty clean lately. Clean meaning... not much dirt to dish on people. Though even if I did, that'd be a bit petty considering... well... I'd be no better than the person I'm dishing on.



Oh. And while sorting out that whole 'do I like her or adoration' shit. I realized something..






I wanna DATE again.

Quotes of the Day ~

~"The truth make everything else seem like a lie."

~"Sometimes you're gonna have to do things for your kids that you regret now but miss later when they grow up."

~"Have you noticed that sometimes when you dream something bad happens to the people you love? Honestly, it's to prepare yourself for any situation so that you can save them."

~"The reason I always talk so complicatingly difficult to you, is because I'm afraid I'll say something simple and stupid to you and you'll just think I'm an idiot."

So, how is life?

Because mine is HORRIBLE.


Kidding. :D

Guess what. I got new news. ;)

I GOT OVER APPLE!

WOOO!
YEAHHH!
UH-HUHHH!


actually... that's not really true. :\

it lessened, to say the least. I like her less now... you know... she doesn't really give a shit about me so... yeah. and i keep catching her staring at my friend... maybe she likes her! PFF.

Yeah... but i dont know.

I got tired.

Now...

There's someone new.

-shot-


HEY YOU CAN'T BLAME MY FEELINGS..

It all started a few days ago.. I can't tell you the story or it'll get too obvious. My blog IS public, after all. Anyway.

I guess you can say I like someone else now. (:

Seriously though, I think this one is ... bad because I've never liked anyone this much as I've liked her except APPLE.

AND THAT IS SAYING SOMETHING.


I nicknamed her JUNE. CAUSE SHE RAWKS. WOOP.

I'm so weird.





But yeah. :) She's great... SERIOUSLY. GREAT. AWESOME. EPIC. PEACOCK. THAT DID NOT MAKE SENSE. MOVING ON.


TOMORROW I GOT A FCKIN PERFORMANCE IN FRONT OF HUNDREDS OF PEOPLE! SHITTTT.


AND MOST OF THOSE PEOPLE ARE GONNA BE HOT PEOPLE.



DOUBLE SHITTTT!!


-.-


well this sucks... and is rather uncomfortable.

oh wellz ~ :)

i can impress -AHEMCOUGHCOUGH- JUNEEEE.


and Apple.

YES I STILL LIKE HER.


i"ve just... given up :\


So yeah, that's basically it :)


BYE YEAH.



-Kyle