Cause I'm bored

Pff. :\ Whatever. I miss my friends and my twin. -sigh-


I feel tired but im so restless. I wanna move and sing and shout and scream--


I wanna record >:| ... But.... I dont know where my camera is... so BLEH.








I dont wanna go school tomorrow.

LOL 3

LOL 2

LOL

Changing

I'm thinking of changing back. To, y'know, how I used to be. Before I become who I am.




Umm. Michelle and Evelyn are completely on board. It's awkward. Considering I.. have no idea how to be what I used to be.

But um yeah.


I'll wait till the end of this year till' I start. Because now it'll be furgin weird if I suddenly start. I'll wait. by the beginning of next year when I come back to school, you wont even recognize me. :)



Honestly, I can't wait.



I know it's weird. I've been living who I am for two years now. But, I miss being who I use to be. The problem is, im completely terrified of changing. No, I am not gonna change who I like and stuff (HAH. please that'll never happen) I'm just gonna change my appearance and all that.

Im terrified because... I've been living like this for two whole years. It's not easy to suddenly get up and change back. When I changed before, it was easy because changing into who I am now is easier than changing to who I was before. Ahh- It's complicating.

Too complicating.



But yeah. Whatevs.


Umm. Besides that point, I think I'm just gonna be who I am for a few more months now. Only when the holidays come in, THEN im gonna change.


Why am I changing?


Because I'm tired of being judged. Plus, it's gonna be fun surprising friends. He he he he.


Besides, I owe it to my parents. I'm sure they'll love it if I change back. -sigh-

Feeling Good

Da-dun da-dun da-dun da--

I dont know why I wouldn't...

SO GOOD. DUM DUM.

SO GOOD. I WANT YOUUU ~


HAH. as you can see, I'm in a good mood today :)

Been playing tons of songs of the piano and I feel AWESOME ~


Been practicing my twin's song, Lockdown, on piano. I promised her that I'd get it done as soon as possible. Hopefully, I'll have it done by tomorrow cause i've covered the basics and bass, now the only thing I need is a melody. :) and hopefully, the harmony too.


Um, besides that. I've also been trying to get working on my Taylor Swift (<3333) medley. Dayum, it is hard. :s I cant seem to grasp the beat right. Nor the melody OR harmony. Sigh. So complicating. But I'll get it done :)


Secondly, I wanna record some songs but I can't seem to find my camera D: Oh noesss. My mum's gonna KILL me.


Screw it. :s


Oh yeah, anyone viewing my blog, I would be SO appreciative if y'all could advertise or all least tell people bout' my blog. I'd love y'all to bits ;w;


Sorry. I just want feedback and common reviews from time to time. :\ I realized that there is no comment box nor a chatbox for y'all to comment. :o Oh no.


I have no idea how to put that in. considering when I try, blogger blocks it out or something. It's gotta have something to do with my layout/blog skin. Ugh. Whatevs.


Soooo if y'all wantz ta' comment, y'all are gonna have to find me on twitter (KyleKylanTamm) and comment. :s Sorry.


but serious, FEEDBACK. PLS. :D

Sup gee'

I suck at updating. Get used to it. :)

Anyyyways, I don't have much to say about acceptance considering im not feeling overly dramatic today (coughcough)


But yeah.


My maid's off on lift today (is that how you spell it?) and I'm alone at home. Well, okay not really. Michelle's here with me.

She's a friend.


Um. I have a very big urge to update my youtube account. I'm in a singing mood. But the problem is, Idk what song to sing. Annnd I can try but Imma afraid Michelle wants to come in the video and all. Look, her voice is great and I love having her here but I wanna record a solo for now. Cause I feel vaguely sad.


Loving someone that you can't have makes you sad. So whatever.


Umm. I'm thinking of recording Rolling In The Deep, Rhythm Of Love, An Original Song (Once I get the chords on piano right) annddd.. ummm... a medley, most probably.


So yeah. Hopefully I won't give up to this blog. Considering I have another two blogs that I have basically dropped full on. Sadly, I always do that. Hope y'all get used to it.

Today

Today was a fairly alright day.

I thought someone had changed. She hadn't. Only a little. I wish they'd grow up.

Also, I got a little shout out to love, or should I say cupid?


"You know what, kid. You SUCK. Yeah. Hear that? I only say that cause you've shot me when I was looking at a girl that dont feel the same! I'm not gonna say never cause I dont wanna jynx it but whatever! It still hurts. And it sucks! IT SUCKS."

Yes. I am weird.


PFF. The reason to my monotonic typing is because I am in a fairly typing mood. Plus, my mood's gone down because of the atmosphere in my blog.

Hehehe. My blog looks so damn emo.

Whatevers.

So yeah. I hope y'all stick to the end with ma blog.

It's awkward.


But it gets better.


Like I said before,


Acceptance is the number one thing to every relationship. Whether friendship...

Or love.

Acceptance.

I've been rejected all my life.


Not exactly.

The truth is, my life is pretty simple and well-rounded. Not too much insults, not too little either.

Everyone has to have their fair share of insults and thrown backstabbers and stuff. It's a natural cycle of life. Friends and love come and go but life goes on. It's a simple metaphor. A quote. Something to keep you going.

It's also true. What's the point in friends when most of them just go on and backstab you? I don't understand that.

My blog's going to be emotional and let's just put it straight, awkward.

Please don't judge me.


Accept me and I'll accept you.


Get to know me,


Then I'll talk.